Today I start a pre-surgery diet. My surgery is scheduled for Aug 28th. I am very excited and ready to take my life back. 7 years ago things began spiraling out of control and I lost control. I put on approx. 130 lbs in these last years and can no longer do the active things I once did. I do want to get that back so that I may share them with Spencer. He is very active and loves being outside. I want to be able to run, laugh, play ball, swing, bike, hike, take walks, go to the playground, go to the park, fish, camp, play on the beach and all those cool things that at this point I have a hard time doing! I want to share with him fun things and most of all be there for him in the future. I have prayed about this and asked for guidance and I feel God has answered my prayers. My little boy needs a Mommie and I want to be there for him in the future!
He is in WV right now with his Mammaw spending this week giving me time to finish painting our house. He loves it there. It's in the country and cool and he loves getting outside and running around with his cousins. He gets alittle spoiled, but you know, that's ok! I will pick him up on Sat and we will begin to get in our routine for the beginning of school. Summer is gone and it's time for the routine to begin. It's been a fun summer. The beach trip was absolutly the best. Hopefully next year we can do it again and I will be able to really enjoy Spencer on the beach without restrictions!
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